|* 12th Nov' 06*|

This is one of the reasons I say I hate my Life. People around you will just mistaken you for some attitude and start screaming at you. Fine! Say whatever you want about me I dont care arhhs.. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! How many of my days and nights are going to be spoiled because of this. Am I suppose to suffer all these crap every night or what? Don't I have enough problems to figure out? Scream at every lil' thing you are displeased, mistook my attitude for every lil face i show, words i say and my tone.. so wad? Every way of my communication is wrong la.. What's your problem.. I already don't want to reply just so I won't flare my temper and now you make me blow up when I'm trying to prevent it. And I'm petty for saying those things.. Every comment I make is displeased, so might as well I just SHUT UP.. Won't you be Happy then? So I dun haf my freedom to show my displeasure la.. Am I still considered Human den? Even Animals haf their Rights. Damn.. Sometimes I feel I'm cursed. Next time just leave me ALONE. damn.. I'm already 18 and you dunno when to leave me alone? and sense my temper rising? Are you kidding??? I hate pple digging out what had happen b4 and jus add it to the arguement, holding grudge? or nth to say already..

I slam my door jus coz I haf no mood also wrong. I can't get angry meh, cannot haf my unhappy days arhhs.. I angry you also must know arhh.. I have my choice to choose whether to say out or not. u CAN'T force me. I already slam the door so just leave me alone. Y throw urself at a raging lion? Just by doing u pick up a quarrel. And Now I haf Hoarse voice.. y.. coz u made me Shout! I was trying to prevent all these and u made it happen WTH?? Now I'm Super Pissed Off!!!